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« Sporadic | No see, I hate you BOTH » 02-06-06 On the walk home from the bus stop I pass a schoolyard. The students are long since dismissed by the time I come by it. Today however, I saw a girl standing on top of a platform on the jungle gym. She was leaning on the guard rail and staring off into the distance. Perhaps she was watching the setting sun or looking at the Vancouver skyline. I have to say that it was an image that captured me, to see someone so young in such an introspective state. She did not seem to be sad, just considering. It made me remember that when I was young I was not always naive or ignorant but sometimes sat and just thought in solitude about live and existence. I briefly wondered if it would make a good photo: this young girl staring out into the horizon, the city, the setting sun, with such a degree of thoughtfulness. Youth, facing the expanse of the future. But then I remembered that men such as myself don't take pictures of random young girls, that is considered to be weird, thanks to the efforts of a very small yet particularly sick group of deviants within our society. So I fell from my own introspection and settled back into the ordinary groove that is my place in this boring, depressing reality. Posted on February 6, 2006 08:33 PM Comments: Hmmph. Seems to me that life in general has been full of these moments lately. I think that it must be a side effect of having to care for another persons every need. It is a shame that our society has had to become so untrusting of every person within it. A case of the few ruining it for the crowd. Still, if you're in need of a moment of quiet introspection, watch a baby sleep, and dream. Earn a smile from your child and then watch her mimick you. Attempting through immitation to learn everything. It's humbling, enlightening and envegorating all at the same time. Posted on February 6, 2006 11:52 PMThe babies only a few weeks old and you both have already grasped the nitty gritty of the next step in human development. We learn through our relationships and the relationship between parent and child is another special one because it requires so much trust. Congratulations you two, you'll make fine parents. Posted on February 7, 2006 07:22 AM |